Falling back is nice
Tonight we turn back the clocks...which means an extra hour of sleep... hooray!!
Tomorrow is Sunday, which means church...which will hopefully be a "hooray"...hopefully there will be no problems...The Sunday school teachers will show up, the children's church workers will show up, and there won't be any hurt feelings to smooth over or anything like that. I love church, and I love my church family, but it's really hard sometimes to turn off my mind and all my worries and just focus on worship now that I'm Sunday School superintendant. I'm always wondering where I should be and what I should be doing. I miss going to Sunday school too! I'm still so new to all of this and I still have so much to learn. I suppose anything can be a learning experience though, and I have certainly learned a LOT in the last few months since I got this position.
My dad is having problems again... I'm not sure if it really is his health or if he's just a little paranoid. I am very concerned about him. He's been smoking way too much again, he really doesn't get any exercise, and I know he is incredibly stressed about his job. He said tonight that he doesn't care any more, that he's ready to just quit. I'm not sure if he was talking about work, or about life in general. I can only imagine how my mom must feel. I pray for them both (and my sisters too) every day and I'm just waiting for things to get better. Well, to be honest, I'm waiting for the day I see them walking through the doors of the church. I want so badly to know that when I get to Heaven they'll be there.
Well, I should get to bed soon. The "falling back" won't do much good if I'm up too late anyway!
Tomorrow is Sunday, which means church...which will hopefully be a "hooray"...hopefully there will be no problems...The Sunday school teachers will show up, the children's church workers will show up, and there won't be any hurt feelings to smooth over or anything like that. I love church, and I love my church family, but it's really hard sometimes to turn off my mind and all my worries and just focus on worship now that I'm Sunday School superintendant. I'm always wondering where I should be and what I should be doing. I miss going to Sunday school too! I'm still so new to all of this and I still have so much to learn. I suppose anything can be a learning experience though, and I have certainly learned a LOT in the last few months since I got this position.
My dad is having problems again... I'm not sure if it really is his health or if he's just a little paranoid. I am very concerned about him. He's been smoking way too much again, he really doesn't get any exercise, and I know he is incredibly stressed about his job. He said tonight that he doesn't care any more, that he's ready to just quit. I'm not sure if he was talking about work, or about life in general. I can only imagine how my mom must feel. I pray for them both (and my sisters too) every day and I'm just waiting for things to get better. Well, to be honest, I'm waiting for the day I see them walking through the doors of the church. I want so badly to know that when I get to Heaven they'll be there.
Well, I should get to bed soon. The "falling back" won't do much good if I'm up too late anyway!
posted by Amy @ 11:10 PM
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